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Aah! Those daysā€¦.. Memories forever

(This post is by Jeegar Modi)

Where are those days, the happiness, the joy, the sorrow, the good times and the bad times, they are stored as beautiful memories of our life.
At times it becomes just dark memories as the time passes, where there is lack of light to see them.
Those spark of light that just flashes for a moment and goes back and does not return for a long time. And those moments which donā€™t return again forever throughout the life time.

It is because of the busy life, people are busy making money and busy looking of temporary happiness which does not create conceit memories of our life. We look out for happiness in bigger things, than looking out for happiness in small little things which is always around us.
To achieve those bigger things of life people go mad with their life forgetting the importance of humanity. It is hard to live in such an environment.
It is also hard to forget those people in our life who have given us beautiful memories to keep it with us safely. Some memories are forgotten after a period of time, but some stay with us forever.
Those forever memories can be recalled during the hard times of life, when life is full of darkness and sorrow. Those peoples may be alive or dead but they are always alive in our memories.

At times we may have bad memories in our life which helps us to understand our difficulties and to change our self accordingly. They teach us what life is, they show us our strengths and weaknesses. They even help us to realize our mistakes and they also help us to correct it.
They transform us to a new being. But not everyone does it in such a way because they donā€™t make efforts to correct it or they donā€™t reason it out. Once they do it life takes a turn towards happiness and goodness. They transform you to a good being.
This makes you different from others. Some kill their good memories due to hate rate. But some keep them alive no matter whatever happens.

Memories of our own mistakes make us laugh at our own self, some memories makes us cry due to the previous people who where there whenever we needed them but now they are no more. They just live in our memories and our heart.
Their teachings always flashes when we make a mistake or when we are about to make a mistake, their laughter or smile flashes whenever we are sad or sorrow. We feel their presence whenever we feel lonely. These are memories which keep us aliveā€¦

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Thoughts: Darkness…

I am living from moment to moment
Not even day to day

It feels like darkness will never go away
Itā€™s so cold, I cannot feel the sun

Once there was a point of my existence
But not my race is run

I can last of course I always do
Someday I expect to win

I am sure someday this is going to end
There is going to be a way to end it

To cease to feel the pain
I am afraid to live, I am afraid to die
I cannot make a choice

Friends tell me to do something for myself
But fear has stilled my voice

I suppose I will have to continue,
In this dark and joyless life

Until I get strong enough
To choose the darkness or the knife
To feel the pain and run the race
And not to give up
I donā€™t want to die
When I havenā€™t ever lived

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Beauty of Death

A GUEST POST BY JEEGAR MODI

Death is something peaceful, it is something where there is no sorrow; there is nothing to worry, break ups, fights, arguments, loneliness, depression, frustration, stress and all the other dark things in life…

The truth is when you know that death is closer to, either you are completely destroyed from inside or you start living a life for yourself.

It really teaches you the importance of our life when it is closer to you. For some people it is very hard when they just started living a life for themselves and they come to know that the death is closer to them. Sometimes we fell how a life can be so unfair to us when we loose someone who is closer to us.
Good people die soon even though if they have not done anything bad with anyone, how hard it must be for them we canā€™t even imagine of it.

People are afraid of death.

I believe there is nothing on the other side of death to fear, than of the real world. I am grateful for the gifts of intelligence, love, wonder and laughter. My life time memories are what I brought from the trip. I donā€™t expect to die any time soon.
But it could happen even at this movement while I am writing.

I had a friend in my school days, he was too good, but yes he died!
Death had hugged him and took him away from us. He was a good person, a helpful, kind, humble, caring and a loveable friend of mine.

Death is natural and no one can predict it nor can anyone stop it.

Friends, people are afraid of death, yet it is life which is more painful.

ā€œA death is not the extinguishing of a light, but putting out of the lamp because the dawn has come.ā€
ā€œFaithā€ is natural. All depends on what is believed in. I have no desire to live forever. Dying is easy- it is the living that scares me to death. And this is true; life makes us think about it when we are completely shattered or completely disturbed. We all have problems in our life. We need a break whenever even a small problem becomes critical for us and we are under pressure.
I have helped many people in life till now but yet I am not able to help myself in the darkest hours of my life, it becomes very difficult for me to dissolve these things in life. These are all the things which lead my thoughts towards death…
There was a time when I could not share my difficulties with anyone but now the things are different, I have someone where I can share my feelings but unfortunately it is a non living thing itā€™s a ā€˜Diaryā€™. It does not have a heart or a brain. There is never a feedback, but yes it makes me feel good. I have seen such people in life who die before they actually die. They are completely shattered and destroyed from inside.
Some succeed and become strong and some people wait for the death to come and hug them, most of us give up!

According to my opinion death is something very beautiful, it gives you freedom from all the responsibilities, worries, stress and all the other kind of problems in our life. Death is something where there is complete silence, peace and it makes you sleep forever. The most important thing is that there is only peace, things are completely different over there and you are free like a bird. There are no conflicts, curses, jealousy, and selfishness only beautiful peace.

In short it is peaceful world, thatā€™s why to me death is as beautiful…

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Unpredictable Life

This article is written by JEEGAR MODI a new contributor to this blog.
I welcome him on this blog, and hope that he will regularly contribute to this blog in future too.

Life is all about doing things for one another, caring for each other and standing besideā€™s each other during the darkest hours of lifeā€¦
Life is a tricky thing it gives you lots of ups and downs, it teaches you the good and the bad, it gives you pleasure, success, failures, knowledge and learning new things everyday in lifeā€¦ it gives us everything in different ways.

Failures makes you weaker, depressing, breaks your heart, kills you internally and sometimes we get so tired that we give up our life due to the difficulties that we face due to these failures.
Actually it is not the failure that kills you. It is the society that kills you. That feeling of being ā€˜neglectedā€™, those criticisms, that laughter on you and finally getting treated like an ā€˜outsiderā€™.
And that loneliness feeling between your own groups no matter even if there are ten people around you, you give up every little thing that you have around you just to make yourself feel better.
And at last we just give up our life to run away from these stupid things, what is the use of giving our lifeā€¦?
Why do we do soā€¦?
Why do we punish our self for these things?
Maybe it is very hard to survive with these situations that you face but I would like to suggest that it is always better to survive these situations which teach you a lot of new and different things.
But I always ask a question to myself that will this life be always like this – with only problems and problems?

Even though you donā€™t hurt anyone, you just try to make people happy always; you always want to see your friends and your family happy.
You give up every little thing to them just to make them happy, to see them smiling, we sacrifice everything to see a smile on their face.
Is it really necessary?
Is life so unfair that you die helping them, you die making them happy, you die to see a smile in face and in return youā€™re just treated like an outsider.
Just because you have failed in your life they treat you like this. Just, because you are carrying that tag of failure.
Is failure so badā€¦?
Is it so bad that it kills you internally and there is no one to stand besides you?
Is it so badā€¦?
I have experienced this personally and seen these things close enough to know how bad it is.
But is there anyone out there who really can stand for such people?
Today there is a different situation in my life and I am standing first in my class, I am famous in my college and I ā€˜am having a great time now, but still worried what if I fail in something again?
What if my friends start treating me again the same way I was treated in my school days? Will they do something like thatā€¦? I am even today worried about thatā€¦ I know the feelings of those people like me but I assure them one thing I will always be there for such people. I respect such people because they at least tried to do something, I had also experienced one thing that when people like me try to do something different or something new we always get de-motivated by others. But what I suggest is that donā€™t give up, just ignore them, and keep trying harder and harder to achieve what you want.
I still remember that night when I was about to give up my life, as I was fed up of this life, I donā€™t know I had been such a fool that day to do so. But I could not do it because I suddenly I got the thought of my Dad whom I am very much attached with.
The only thing he had taught me is that never to give up in life and his advice saved me that day.
Friends no matter what happens just donā€™t give up your precious life. Life is very precious.
Many beautiful things come our way which we realize later, actually after shedding this thought of destroying our life.
Today my life is different from before. I agree that hard times will keep coming but just donā€™t lose your hope.
Believe in yourself, have faith in yourself that you can do what you want to be.
I have experienced both the Failure and the success. The only thing success makes you greedy, selfish.
It brings that feeling like of being above the people and something of a different planet, but I am sure all this will not come in me because I have learned how it is to be when you failed and tagged as a ā€˜failureā€™.
Friends, at last I would request you not to lose ā€˜hopeā€™, ā€˜Hopeā€™ is everything. It is ā€˜Lifeā€™.

If there are too many problems in your life then just say yourself that let the problems come I will face them with courage. I am sure you will definitely succeed one day.
One day you will shine as bright as a star, your life will be as colorful as a rainbow.
So, just donā€™t give up, be strong and most important thing learn to become a good human being. Keep smiling – life is beautifulā€¦ Life is too short for crying and worrying so always learn to smile in any situationā€¦ All the bestā€¦ ļŠļŠ