With him she was a princess…
“The beauty queen” he used to say…
But without him she was just
A torn piece of paper that had already a story
Written on it…
The story which she regretted the most
The story which he accepted at any cost…
With closed eyes she walked with him
He took her to places she had never been…
He made the lights brighter which used to be dim,
He made her see love which she had never seen…
She promised not to let him down
To preserve his given precious crown…
Days passed by and she became free
All her chained feelings were set at once free…
She laughed a bit a more…
She cried a bit more…
Every day he touched her heart to its core…
She forgot a thing
That she never owned the crown…
It was given to her by him
And she was letting him down…
Taken for granted was what she was doing
And no sooner she realized this thing…
Miserable was all that she was
A complete mess…a girl full of flaws…
She loved him still
And forever she will…
But he was the one deserving a bit more
He deserved the ocean and all she could offer was
Just a sea shore…
She realized she failed him…
She didn’t made the lights bright
But rather just made them dim…
Falling apart!
Just wish not to be lost
In your eyes again,
Just wish not to be hurt
Don’t want to feel that pain
It’s true that I’m hurt
But I don’t want you to know,
It’s true that I still care
But I don’t want it to show,
I left you, not because,
It was hard for me to stay,
I left you because I knew,
What you wanted- but didn’t say…
That you wanted me to leave
That you wanted our love to end,
That you wanted to say to me
You want to be just a friend!
But you don’t know how it feels,
Maybe you won’t understand,
It’s hard for me now to leave
And even to be just a ‘friend’,
Dying hard inside to tell you that
I never wished to fall apart,
To tell you that may be unknowingly-
But you have really broke my heart,
And today you are here asking me that
Why the hell am I crying alone?
I hope you know that somewhere
You are the reason,
So just don’t act unknown,
How can it be like, that,
You have not felt the touch,
The love and care – I feel for you,
May be I was wrong,
That I knew you better,
While the reality was that I never knew you,
Now it’s hard for me to be free from love,
And even hard to say,
Can’t even hide the tears
And can’t even say …
… Your love
You can show me your love
You can give me your time,
You can tell me the things
That is going in your mind
You can share what you feel,
You can tell me your truth and lies,
Please tell me how you feel,
When I am away from you miles,
I won’t make you regret,
For all love that you give me!
After he came,
So deeply did he touch her soul to it’s core
She felt loved all over again,
With each passing day he loved her more
He didn’t knew how heavenly
He was erasing her pain…
His words echoed in her heart
As he let them out gradually
He wiped away her tears apart
He made her fall in love slowly,
Longed for love all along,
All of a sudden she was getting it all
He gave her the world-served her love,
And slowly broke each painful wall,
Walls that she built around herself
To not to get hurt ever again,
But those were the walls which –
Restricted the love,
And all that was left was just the pain …
He entered through these walls into her heart
Even though there was no door to it …
He found her broken pieces, understood them
And stitched them again bit by bit,
No scars left
No pain found
How strong love can be
She only knew it now…
After he came!
Void …
It’s neither Up nor Down
Just a straight line
Which is leading me to nowhere
And leaving me behind with just a ‘void’
Emptiness that teases me
With Memories of yours
Memories of the love that
I felt in my heart
And now it’s me who can neither cry nor smile
Because I don’t want to stop this love,
Neither I want it to start
I remember the way you smiled
And I looked in your eyes
The way you got tensed seeing me
going through all of my cries,
And all those days we loved
Without any of the lies..
Then I suddenly realized that
It was just a ‘matter’ of ‘time’,
Just a matter of time
And ‘the’ ‘past’ of mine,
Now, this void holds a place
In my heart
Where I don’t want anyone to let in
And neither detach you apart
It’s Love
It’s meant to be healing
It’s meant to be pure,
It’s meant to be that feeling
Which will make you feel special for sure
It won’t have any boundaries
No set of rules to be followed,
It won’t have limitations
It won’t make you feel hollow !!